So, how did I start my morning? By being woken up with this put in my face. Tay found my retainer on the stairs like this.
I take FULL responsibility for it, even though I don't know how it broke...or how it even got there. Last night I had an awful headache so I didn't put my retainer in and forgot I left it on the table. I only wear it at night and so now my worst fear is that my teeth will move. THAT is one of my top fears. 3 years of braces sucked that much. :P
Anyways. From there my day went down hill. Ortho didn't answer OR call me back after 3 messages. They really stink at that, I think a new receptionist is in order. haha Everything just kinda hit the fan today.
But out of everything, going forward just to get knocked back is making me a stronger person. I may not feel strong right now but I know that the Lord wouldn't put me through these trials if He knew I couldn't make it through. SO. With that, I know I can get through everything. Through this retainer mess, through not having a job yet, through still being in Moval when I so want to be out, through having to say goodbye to my best friend and friends for 2 years, and so on. I will get through everything and I will come out of it stronger than ever. I will continue learning through this all. I will make it. I will.
Well, i'm exhausted. SO drained today. I always hear that when you have a terrible day you should just sit and thing about the things you WERE grateful for through out the day. So here we go:
1. Friends that make me laugh.
2. Self Control, I'd hate to just have cried all day so i'm glad I didn't.
3. Big long hugs that make me feel like everything is better for at least that moment.
4. INSTITUTE. It was a blessing that it started tonight.
5. make-up. haha Yep.
6. Food. Although, I hardly had an appetite today.
7. The scriptures.
9. The sunshine.
10. Hot showers and music.
11. My Heavenly Father and Christ...and the trust they have in me.
Things will all work out in time. Everything happens for a reason. I understand it all one day.