my little buddy, Blackie.

My mom woke me up this morning crying and told me that someone hit Blackie last night...he didn't make it. ): Years ago I found this little guy at the mailbox. He was all sickly looking and very timid. So everyday i'd go out there and sure enough he'd be over by the mailbox. Eventually, I got him to trust me and brought him home. Thats what we do in my house. (: hah. We cleaned him up and got him all happy. Fed him and then since then, he was OURS. Never left our house. I remember him following me around the block but getting scared by cars, racing to the mailbox, him meeting me at the car of whoever was dropping me off, him JUMPing on the hood of the car and staring at us to get out, his MEOW...he had a DISTINCT meow haha, cuddling with him on the couch, and more. He was a good cat. A good little buddy. I can't believe he is gone.

I miss you Blackie. You'll forever be in my heart. I know you never like Tiger...hahaha BUT take care of eachother up there in Heaven. Until then.

I've learned this many times over now. (:

"'being best friends isn't being inseparable, its being separated and nothing changes'"

Crashing and Burning. Its just a trial.

I could honestly live without the twist and turns in life.
The crashing and burning.
The trials of life.
The unknown and the heartbreak.
But then I guess it wouldn't be a test.
And that is ultimately why we are all here.
I'm learning more each day to just ENDURE. ENDURE to the end. ENDURE to the end. If I say it enough, I believe it more and more. With Christ, all things are possible. My trust is in him.

Thats all for now.