Gone.

At the moment I have one song going through my mind, replaying itself over and over again. Its called "When you're gone" by Avril Lavigne.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okay...I miss you.

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do, Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone,
the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone,
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okay...I miss you.

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breath, I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone,
the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone,
the face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone,
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okay...I miss you.

I don't EXACTLY know why this song decided to hit me right now, this night. I guess a lot of different stuff has been on my mind lately and this song's beautiful lyrics capture the emotion...the words I dare not say. I think that is what music is. The lyrics are just words we cannot say because we're scared or too hurt or the timing is not right. But for some reason in a song, those words are captured and our deepest thoughts come to the surface. So, here are mine in this Avril song. Thoughts I can't say out loud, feelings of being disconnected, missing people when they leave and even BEFORE they're gone...

I wish that we could all just say what we want to say when we want to say it...but thats life. We can't all be strong enough to let our true emotions show. Maybe one day.

Until Then.